Unfulfilled Love

With the blink of time, everything has changed. Do you remember, how we used to play hide-and-seek? Ah! Such golden memories, those days were really crazy. I don't think you have forgotten about those roadside talks geared up every evening accompanied by Harish Uncle's chai. It is still there, isn't it? You know what, I still remember how we used to bunk school, jump from the walls, and that ice cream seller, where you were caught one day for stealing ice cream. What a lovely days those were! 

   And when the first day, you expressed your feelings in front of me, OMG! I was so shy that I couldn't speak a single word. My acceptance of your proposal was the best decision that I had ever taken. But after that 3 days,when I did not go to college. You might be search me, you might be upset with me and might be you feel guilty. At certain point, you might started to hate me. I was shiftless Prakrit. But you know, I saw you on that day in the black shirt, you were looking mesmerizingly awesome.Yes, I had come on that day and I called you too .After our fight, I was so angry with you that I told you all the harsh words to you. But as soon as I realized my mistake, I headed back to you and I was literally blind in excitement to meet you, because I wanted to apologize for my mistake and hold you in my arms. But my fate probably destined something else. That day I was crossing the road and was continuously calling you, but might be my voice was not that loud to reached out to you. All of a sudden, I saw a truck was coming towards me and in a blink of eye, that hit me so hard. After that, I didn't remember anything. But when I opened my eyes, I found myself laid in the jungle and my body was lying beside me. I realized that it was too late. I cried a lot. But I am in such a world, where no one can hear me.

   Today, it's your marriage. But you are not looking happy at all Prakrit. An unspoken feeling of misery and hidden tears , I can find in your eyes. Are you still in love with me? Today I am shiftless to let you know how much I love you! I can not even console you. I can not even speak my heart out about that mishap that snatched your Shruti from you. I cannot even let you know that you are not guilty at all. I hope that you will forgive me someday. I wish, I wouldn't have told you to go away from my life.You know what, those three days were the best days of my life, where I enjoyed the most beautiful moments with you my love. Today, I am feeling helpless. I have died again in your sadness.